The previous theme of -~ I eradicate some truths about my previous mentality that would have otherwise remained silent and self contained-~ is over. Your right Marc, if a doctor had gotten a hold of me I doubt the diagnosis would have been anything but dire. I'd be willing to admit that now.......
I've always been a great protester of swimming in ones 'issues' with flair and theatrics for the masses. A quiet tone for grievances and transgressions is more my style, without an audience. However, that hasn't exactly worked out for me either. Which explains the current course of action in the writing of this journal. Reveal enough, more then I would normally do, start from the bottom and work upward. Step 1. Realized.
At the moment, I think I'd rather write about the lint on the floor (irritating). Or the weather (decent finally). Or sex (always a mood elevator). There's politics (nervous.....). Books ( where has the decent Authors gone). And so on....So many topics, so little time.
Sex is a good topic I haven't dove into in a public arena. I'll have to diverge into that one someday. I keep listening to the song 'After Dark' by Tito and Tarantula (love the name) and have decided it deserves a delicious strip dance at some point in time in my life. The rhythm of it has some serious slink potential. There's nothing wrong with a little inspiration and tease in my humble opinion. I think, a crisp white, long sleeve Men's button up shirt, tall black stiletto boots, perhaps a tie...........Is 36 to old to change professions? A side job perhaps....evenings.......I do enjoy the world of Play Hard.
Insta improved mentality.........A good place to stop for the day.
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At this rate you may turn our poor Marc straight and give me leisure to ponder going Bi *winks* (not in a million years, but who can say truly).
Is there anyone out there not a therapist dream. Take any life decimate it piece by piece and you will find fault if you search hard enough. Perhaps it's not in finding the fault rather, appreciating what makes us different. It's a theme I'm stuck on these days...(Hugs)Indigo
It might be that blogging more often might decrease the likelihood of the stuff flowing down your internal river creating artificial dams in your brain. Crappy metaphor, but journaling when only you read it I think can make it easier to get repetitive as you want, even self-indulgent.
Blogging almost every day, when I am loathe to repeat myself, means that I always keep the focus on the road ahead. I stay in movement, I look at things to observe and report and notice more as a result. I know you've never wanted to write for a reaction, and this is a good thing, but I wonder if the desire to stay fresh for one's readers actual increases one's actual freshness to oneself. You may try to see if there is a correlation between how consistently you blog and the sense of forward flow in your life.
If you do go with that side job, make sure you do it with a bawb mix. . . .
The secret to becoming a great writer is easy: Just cut open a vein and let it flow.
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