Saturday, November 22, 2008

Solutions

This is my solution to losing Lavender Black through AOL.

I need a black hole to entertain and channel certain words and thoughts. The thoughts I alone understand evolve from the nocturnal side of me that does not dance hand in hand with the vanilla taste of my other journal.

I already maintain and divide the two halves of me in reality, it feels only natural do to so in my writing capacity.

I needed a place to listen to a collective music selection, one that can handle the entire range of my moods, while I'm writing. This has turned out better then my Ipod. I've loaded this site up with my personal religion.

I want a place I can write Fuck and not worry about any one's idea of propriety. Sometimes I covet writing some really fucked up thoughts because, I have a twisted side, and it deserves it's own seamless chapel. Red X works beautiful.

I need a place to write things no one in the world needs to understand. Passages that may carry destination and meaning, while other entries can be designed with abstraction. In this chapel, perception is entirely irrelevant.

I had comments turned off for the longest time in Lavender Black, until someone talked me into turning them on. I'll continue to honor that outside rational, although the actual act of leaving them on still makes me highly uncomfortable. But, I shall see......jury of one is still out.

And this is for when I feel haunted.

Or beautiful.

Or tormented.

Or inspired.

Or provocation.

Or black
Lavender Black.

2 comments:

Mark Olmsted said...

I think I can say this as a gay man without it being taken in the wrong way, just purely as a compliment, but I bet you are wild and adventurous in bed.

Sage Ravenwood said...

LOL <--I rarely use this sentiment in journals. I just can't stop laughing after reading Marc's comment. Ah, yes...I need a private space of my own at some point. (Hugs)Indigo